Archive for March, 2010


starving artist?

Starving Artist.

That phrase has taken on a whole new meaning for me.

I’m not going hungry, at least for food.  I do however feel that my creativity is starving and withering away.
Maybe I have become jaded by everything I have seen.
Maybe I’m not looking in the right places.
Maybe this isn’t what I’m supposed to be doing.

There are a lot of maybes.
All I know is it is getting harder and harder for me to pick up my camera “just because”.

This persistent numb feeling where I used to imagine and create.
A constant void.

I lost momentum with all the set backs, reschedules , and flakes.
Grew frustrated with shots not coming out as I would expect.
I slowed down too soon, before I was able to build enough momentum to carry me over this hill of frustration.

A muse I require.  Oh if only it were that easy.



so i have been away from a stable internet connection for almost two weeks now, and i havent been shooting much lately.  Im hoping to get back to it shortly